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[Friday September 9th, 2005 at 4:57pm] ive got a new LJ! so im gonna delete this one soon! so please please add me all of you beautiful beautiful people that i love!   lips_crimson lips_crimson lips_crimson !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! CLICK ON IT OR YOU WILL DIE A SLOW JELLY BABY LIKE DEATH!   (4) !

[Wednesday September 7th, 2005 at 9:35pm] [ mood | awake ] [ music | jack johnson if i could ] ( do this quiz its fucking funny  ) (3) !

[Tuesday September 6th, 2005 at 7:56pm] ( shops shops shops!  ) (9) !

[Sunday September 4th, 2005 at 3:44pm] [ mood | bored ] [ music | random ] im back at home and i feel safe and lovly :) PEOPLE OF LIVEJOURNAL! whats your favourite...? tea: lamp shade: dressing gown: cereal: lipstick colour: girl: boy: scientist: thing on toast: thing on your shopping list: name: age: fact: butterfly: pudding: artist: alcohlic drink: idea: ???????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????/ please tell me other wise il cry and and and :( (31) !

[Thursday September 1st, 2005 at 9:51pm] [ mood | anxious ] [ music | oatis redding more than words ] Is this all a deposition of ones thoughts? i dont really have anything to write. Of beauty. OF humor. Of love... Love; a web of emotions and yet i have nothing to measure it by... love? a deep wound cut in my side... I must admit, i am one of those people who idealize love, and think of perfection, its the way i am, its a good thing and a bad thing, and its a trait i cannot help. i fell in love with life today. It hasnt happend in a long time. i was lying in my bed here in the afternoon sun letting my skin soak up the sunshine, and i had the feeling of completness. Its a beautiful thing. The bridge where solitude is not yet dull or lonely. Where it is in perfect harmony with oneself, full, like the lips i kissed him once with. Thats another thing. The confusion. I know he did treat me like shit... but maybe he will change. Maybe he has (although he has not yet tried to call me). Or maybe he is just too young to know what a relasionship is. he hasnt percieved the complecity of it all. Im not saying i have either. But i know its there. It does exsist. Il lie down to night and dream of him. Already knowing hes not dreaming of me. Thats where it all goes wrong. dreams. and reality if you do read this... we do need to talk xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx i love you forever (6) !

[Thursday September 1st, 2005 at 2:03pm] im just gonna do it! just be myself live up to myself i will make this a fucking great year! xo (2) !

[Tuesday August 30th, 2005 at 7:42pm] [ mood | guilty ] [ music | rufus wainwright ciggerettes and chocolate ] why are things not simple anymore? mess will always be mess, but maybe if i make something creative from the mess it wont hurt so much and it will stop being ugly.. (10) !

[Tuesday August 30th, 2005 at 5:31pm] [ mood | blah ] [ music | jack johnson ]   ( Camden trains and a whole lotta love! ) (14) !

[Tuesday August 30th, 2005 at 3:24pm] [ mood | sleepy ] [ music | jack johnson good people ] last night was weird... surreal i floated back into the abiss of this social teenage world. it was better than i expected. towards the end of the night my head felt like a wad of chewing gum. the black night, velvet like a sky made only for us. the orange street lamps the haziness of london roads only made for the strange, the beautiful and young? Dreams come and go without any warning They pause for a while. Look at you in the eye, and then walk on and before youve realized that there gone there out of reach. you curse. cry my tears have run dry. there a distant path on my cheek. A trail of sorrow, a stain of unrequited love. i need to face up to myself, look myself in the eye as forcfully and boldly as in my dream, before i can run away from anything. I am only scared of myself. cuz i cant do everything. im not strong. (9) !

[Friday August 26th, 2005 at 12:18pm] [ music | orleans jazz ] hello all my brain feels like a wad of chewing gum...:S i got to drunk to stoned to easily yesterday... i felt like i was wollowing in the grass all my problems seeping out of my skin into the grass, the very grass where you and i met, my love... underneath the exact trees where are lips first touched. where i broke her heart. when will my tears stop flowing? theres a constant mark on my face where they have fallen and will continue to fall. And I know italy wont help, it wont blow all my whims, my sadness away. But it might ease the pain for a while. And i wont be missed. i have this amazing talent for dissolving in and out of peoples lives, without them noticing. Who knows. I may not go at all and just dissolve out of there lives anyway. i dont need italy for that. lastly i hope all of year11 got the results they wanted, it must of been a big relief... xoxoxo to all who saw me yday :S this might be the last time you see me :O! lololololol (8) !

[Wednesday August 24th, 2005 at 11:03pm] [ mood | artistic ] ( a pearl lost in its shell.... ) (1) !

[Wednesday August 24th, 2005 at 2:39pm] [ mood | confused ] [ music | david grey forgive me ] ( if i can put this into words...  ) (8) !

[Tuesday August 23rd, 2005 at 1:11pm] [ mood | giggly ] [ music | garbage ] is it JUST me or has 'the organisation' disapeared off the face of this earth? if it has, i hope they feel ashamed... fair enough i think there intial point was a fair one, but it ended up being a humiliation of peoples feelings. The great thing about livejournal is that you can use is as whatever you want it to be. it can be a place to express your feelings, to blog your day, to meet people and get closer to the people you already know... why should we 'not' write something because we're to concerned about how people might humiliate us. theres too much of that in society Maybe if this generation didnt keep there thoughts back are lives would be easier. and furthermore whoever did 'theorganisation' mate your really fucked up if you think what you did was funny or cool... good on you for closing it down if you did! xo to all (7) !

[Sunday August 21st, 2005 at 9:37pm] [ mood | discontent ] IM JUST IN LOVE WITH FALLING IN LOVE ITS SUCH A SHIT LOVE AFFAIR and all i asked was to be cared for i dont even ask for love (2) !

[Friday August 19th, 2005 at 11:33pm] [ mood | creative ] What we see and what we seem are but a dream, a dream within a dream. On saturday the 14th of febuary 1900 a party of schoolgirls from appleyard collage picknicked at hanging rock near mt macedon in the state of victoria. during that afternoon several members of the party went missing without a trace. i watched this film when i was 7. and i always remembered it. it inspired me so much.The idea that i could be intranced by nature and wildeness, so that i lost all sense within the beauty and fear of it all. And that film catured that longing in me and i put it in a place behind lock and key in my heart. it opened in that movie theatre. things begin and ends at exactly the right time and place. goodnightxo please watch the film Does being lost inspire you? tell me... even the people hu dont normally comment on my LJ... please do.. for my curiosity (15) !

[Thursday August 18th, 2005 at 1:14pm] [ mood | sad ] [ music | jack johnson ] im very upset. im very confused. i dont like beautiful things becoming ugly. i dont like when mirrors break. i dont like bullying. im very upset. tears. (9) !

[Tuesday August 16th, 2005 at 9:47pm] They talk of life . Life precarious They say It is as it is How could it be otherwise? In the sideway Off to one side Out of reach Out of the running Negotiating northen light A passing note A trick of time A little life A cheonered life Something seen from afar You see Much said not said Less said the better Sometimes silent Sometimes ludicrous Anachored in the every day i thought id share my poems with you...... xxooxx please please PLEASE tell me what you think (10) !

[Tuesday August 16th, 2005 at 3:23pm] [ mood | nostalgic ] [ music | maroon 5 the sun ] The pearl settled into the lovely green water and dropped toward the bottem. The waving branches of the algaie called to it and beckoned to it. The lights on its surface were green and lovely. it settled down to the sand bottom among the fern-like plants.Above, the surface of the water was a green mirror. And the pearl lay on the floor of the sea. A crab scampering over the bottom raised a little cloud of sand, and when it settled the pearl was gone. and the music of the pearl drifted to a whisper and disappeared. JOHN STEINBECK THE PEARL read it... it made me cry..its amazing !

[Sunday August 14th, 2005 at 11:50am] [ mood | amused ] [ music | rufus wainwright oh what a world ] it must be love love love !!! (3) !

[Saturday August 13th, 2005 at 7:18pm] [ mood | frustrated ] [ music | billy holiday moanin low ] if only i could say something intelligent .................................................... may and ryan... cudgi soo sooo sooooo cudgi i love them both AND I SPOTTED THEY WERE ATTRACTED TO EACHOTHER !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MOI MOI MOI MOI KISS MY FEET YOU TWO !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! heehee xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx (2) !

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